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the stress is getting overwhelming here ..and we still have 8 months to gothats becoming a very scary thought6 day weeks are now slowly creeping into place now i feel it in my stomach already .. the burning stress of it all.. woke up this morning at 4am in a full on panic attack ... panicing about a freeking animal im working on .. only to come in 2 hours early and a 20 dollar cab ride later and find my renders failed cause the server went down .. not my fault but ill feel the ramifications of it .. just the way it goeson another notehalf my body is a huge black and green bruise ... now slowly turning a 'sexy' yellowi got car doored riding back from work on my bikesome jackass on his cell phone blabbing away opens the driver side door and **wham** right into meall i knew is one moment i was riding my bike .. the next im sprawled out on Dundas St West i was in shock and all i said to him is i want to walk it offits only Wedensday ... what a shitty week ..blah/end_rant