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everytime i post here im hoping it wont be about work ..well this one isnt ..last week could only be explained as painfultoom friday off to attend my grandmothers funeral, my family and i were leaving on thursday evening to take the drive up to Perth (just outside of Ottawa) i called my mother to find out what time they were coming to pick me up .. only to find out my cousin was killed last tuesday in a car accident he was driving home from his girlfriends house down highway 7, which is a renownedly dangerous stretch of roadhe tried to pass a car and when head on into a semi, he was dead instantly he was only 22its so sad so tragic and such a loss of a beautiful soulhe was vivacious and generous had a beautiful smile and big blue eyeshe was a peacemaker, and a moderator between his brother and thier fatherthe family he came from was less than perfect and it was really just him and his brother against all of it .. the 2 were incredably closeGabriels funeral was on saturday, the day after my grandmothersas my grandmothers memorial was a celebration of her life, one really well lived and full of love Gabriels was the opposite .. it shone light on how cruel and inexplicable and sudden this all can be life is so precious you have to truly make the best of ityou just never know when it will be gone... i cant write anymore ...